My Thoughts


Thinking about her makes me weak. Wrapped up in her arms is exactly where I belong. When I think about her, sometimes I feel so much love that I could cry. How did I get to be the luckiest girl in the world? Anywhere could feel like home, as long as I had her arms around me. I feel like I just discovered one of life’s biggest secrets. I’m so lucky. The world around me is colored with her love.

Memories I love: Sharing alpaca steak in Peru, noticing how beautiful she looked standing at the train station, running to her house covered in sweat last summer, waking up at 2PM, leaving her a note and wandering around her neighborhood, coming home to her smiles every day, cuddling close in the Fremont, not ever finishing the romantic comedy we started, pulling her down on the floor with me, sitting in her lap while drinking wine, pulling her closer in to me at The Cafe in San Francisco, taking road trips with her down south, stopping at Starbucks, grabbing In N Out, waking up early to go to Peru, seeing her go to bed early in my bed, smiling seeing how peaceful she looked, being surprised by her taking me to see The Phantom of the Opera, dancing with her in the Castro, noticing how sexy (and adorable) she looked swaying next to me, not seeing anyone else in the club but her, kissing her all night, having tea with her at Samovar, getting a text from her even though she was right next to me, cuddling closer to her in the middle of the night, walking up Bernal hill together, kissing her, working from home together on Fridays, seeing her smile, lean over, and kiss me, going to Love Sushi with her, wine drenched sunset nights in Carmel, fuzzy romantic memories, noticing how breathtaking she looked at dinner at the Foreign Cinema…

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We had the most amazing weekend…going on a sunset cruise under the Golden Gate and around Sausalito, trying dim sum in Chinatown, watching a great movie at the AMC Loews theater downtown, biking through the city and across the Golden Gate, and sharing Irish coffee at the Buena Vista. It’s crazy how much I love her…sometimes I wonder if maybe we were just meant to be. Kissing her wearing our bike helmets while standing on the Golden Gate made me feel so unbelievably happy – I felt like I was falling inĀ  love with her all over again.

Sometimes, when we’re cuddled close in bed, and I can feel her arms around me, holding me tight, I imagine a ring around her finger. I feel butterflies rushing through my body like wildfire. When I consciously think to myself, “I’m lying in bed with my wife,” I feel so weak and so proud that I can hardly stand it.

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Thinking about her makes me smile while I’m driving to work on a rainy Friday morning.

One minute, her hand is on your back, stroking your side. One minute, her lips are on yours, and you are lost in what feels like the happiest moment of your life. The next moment, she’s in her khakis, she’s got an adorable button down shirt on, and she’s kissing you goodbye. She smells like flowers and love and…beautiful girl. She kisses you and she smiles. Your heart melts, and you think about how lucky you are to have her in your arms. She climbs into bed with you and holds you close, and you breathe her in. You feel soft, tender kisses trail up your neck and over your eyelids. You smile.

She’ll be gone for two weeks come tomorrow. You leave her a book to read on the trip, hoping she will remember you. The next two weeks will be hard. She picks up her things, and takes everything with her. Her kisses, her smile, her love, and most important of all, the girl you can’t stop thinking about.

It’s only been an hour. Two, maybe. You miss her. You want her back, and you’d kill just to see her smile, right next to you.

Two weeks feels like an eternity, and all you can think is

I hope to hell she doesn’t forget about me.